Life with A New Pacemaker & A New “family Member” To Love!!


Amy and Sutton!

 

 

Hello all,

I recently had a surgery in February. I got a brand new pacemaker and it came with a “home monitoring system”. I also got a new Cat in January! Hmm…which one should I tell you about first?

Ok..first off…my youngest daughter got a kitty cat whose name is now “Sutton” and she got her from the Humane Society! She rescued Sutton, a beautiful black, elegant, cute and sweet kitty cat! “Sutty-buddy” is such a sweetheart, she sits on my lap for a whole hour when I go over to visit my daughter. I fell in love with Sutton and now she’s my “grand-kitty”. She’s so cute that she will howl while sitting on the “bar” counter-top at Amy’s apartment. I’m not sure what she’s howling at; but it seems that she likes the clear string of lights across the bar and maybe she wants to just make noise? It really does sound like howling at the moon!! LOL…Now…Sutton doesn’t like to “play” much. If you put a string toy out at her, she may bat at it once or twice but mostly she just sits down like a lump!

Well since my daughter is gone quite often…with working full time and having a great boyfriend, “Grant”. In fact, they just celebrated their one year anniversary of their first date! She has many friends and goes to parties, the casino’s,out to dinner, dancing and so many other fun things! She’s a busy busy young woman. So she felt that Sutton needed a friend and she went to rescue another kitty Cat. That is when she brought home her new white Cat, who she named “Morgan La Fae” (from shakespeare). Morgan is 2 1/2 years old and Sutton is 4 years old. They are both spayed females, but they did NOT like each other at all! After five days staying in Amy’s bathroom, for the most part; switching “on” and “off” with Sutton for Amy’s attention when she was home; and quite a bit of “hissing’ and “growling”; Amy decided that she would have to give up the idea of Sutton having a friend. Sutton is quite happy being the top Cat in Amy’s heart, I’m afraid.

All of these years, both my husband and I have been allergic to Cats and though we‘ve thought about getting a dog…we just haven’t done it yet. I wanted a pet, but after losing my dog, “Kato” after just under a year old, being my BFF and my little “soul-mate”..it was just too hard to try with the chance of that happening again. My heart has been hurt enough and I just couldn’t do it yet..and then still…and then still yet…I never got one. We never got one. But when Amy was going to have to take “Morgan La Fae” back to the rescue shelter to save Sutton from a “bad life”; we decided to give it a try first! We thought it would be a “no-risk” way to try having a Cat. We thought we could try having her in our house and see how Craigs’ allergies did and mine also. We didn’t have to lose any money or our hearts, it would just be a quick few days to see what would happen.

Well, our allergies did happen. We have started taking our allergy meds on a daily basis, but it’s not so bad! We had this beautiful and quite skiddish and sweet all white kitty Cat with emerald green eyes. She has eyes to which one can see through to her soul. She was neglected and possibly abused. She was taken with her kittens from a “hoarder’s house. The people who she lived with before the foster mother, are now in jail and our newly named Cat, “Luna Skye”, has captured our hearts forever!

Luna and I are kindred spirits! We have both had a rough life and people didn’t like to feed us! She is 2 1/2 years old and will NOT eat any kind of treats. She loves to play, likes to be a bit affectionate a bit now and then and she is as cute as a “button”! It’s sad because she slept a few nights with me in our bed, but then when I got home from my surgery, my pacemaker replacement and rebuilding of my pectoral muscle, surgery; she stopped sleeping with me in the bed. We’ve just figured out that it may be the “home monitoring system” that came with this new kind of pacemaker. It tracks every beat of my heart 24/7 and if something is wrong, then a yellow light comes on and we have 3 days to call our Dr. If a red light comes on, then we have to call the Dr. right away. But after researching and coming up with nothing, I decided to write to the Pacemaker Company and to the Pacemaker club online. I asked everyone several questions about the possiblity of this “home station” in our bedroom making some kind of high pitched noise that people cannot hear but the Cat can, possibly hear? I’m still waiting for a response. But in the meantime, we’ve moved the monitor into our spare bedroom, but now I have to go into that room for awhile each day to let it send my heart rythms to the Dr. …although I’m not sure how long I’m supposed to sit there? I guess we’ll start with 30 minutes and find out from the Company?

You see…this monitor sends every heart rythm and every heartbeat good, bad or otherwise through the Cell phone towers and it’s encrypted to the internet. Then a report goes to the Dr. and he looks at the “trending” of my heart and how it is beating on a daily basis. If and/or when something is wrong they’ll let me know. I sure hope that they will let me know how this monitor is working and if it is “Hurting” my kitty Cat’s ears…or scaring and keeping her out of our bedroom.

So..now it’s 4 weeks and I/we have a real live animal in our home! I love her so much and I hope she will become more open to our loving her and maybe one day she’ll even jump up in my lap! I read something on a Cat “board” online, that this guy had a rescued Cat and it wouldn’t be very loving towards him but he still wanted her and loved her. So he just kept on trying and one day after a whole year went by, she jumped up on his lap and it was love at first lap! LOL…..

I know that Luna and I will be forever friends and I hope this pacemaker works well and that I get to live a long life with my soul-mate husband and my beautiful daughter….I also hope that one day I’ll be able to say that I’m living life with both of my beautiful daughters.

You know…I do have some good friends and some of them are like true family to me and to us. Our friends in Scotland, for example..they are such kind and loving, giving people. I talk to them whenever I want because of technology. It feels like they’re right around the corner and then there’s a few other girl friends that I’ve had for many years and they mean alot to me, too. It felt so good to get about 75 cards or so from my fellow “chemo-angels”; all wishing me good luck on my surgery and telling me to “feel well soon”. I got a “Hello Kitty” fruit basket with a H.K. balloon too, from one of my friends who I consider a “sister” in my life; just as my friend in Scotland, is a “sister” to me. She called me every day on “whatsapp” (an app for the Iphone which makes it easy for us to “talk” each day or whenever we wish)…and then there’s my dear friend who is a Pharmacist, and a mom and a wife and a great friend who’s been like a “sister” to me also. She spreads herself so thin, I don’t know how she does it? She even stuck up for me one time when one of my oldest daughters‘ friends was “bullying” me at the mall. No one’s ever stuck up for me before…except for my oldest brother…he used to stick up for me, and protect me when he could.

I guess he can’t now…because he sees things differently than I do…or he chooses NOT to see things the way they truly are and were. But maybe he needs to do that in order to survive in this world. Funny, he seems like the one with “it” all together. He’s a Pharmacist and has his Masters degree and he’s written many articles for Universities. He’s really smart and he works for a Drug company. He travels around the USA and even has gotten to visit Hawaii! He didn’t enjoy it there he told me! There’s another way we see things differently. If I had the great opportunity to visit a beautiful place like Hawaii, I would relish the beauty and see all that I could see. I would do all that I could do and never sit in a hotel room and complain about the humid weather!

He cannot enjoy things because he never has allowed himself to see or feel or experience life in a true way. He lives in a different world of his own making, not his own experiences. But it’s because of his experiences, that he isn’t “free” to be more open to the beauty in the world. Yes, I’ve been through much turmoil, abuse, hurt and the like. But I’ve learned that although I can be hurt by being the “truth bearer”; I also can experience the good things if I allow myself to do so. Rather than worry about cat hair in my house or a little bit of a mess on the floor from a cat bed being out in the living room; I can experience this new life in my home and love this little critter until I can’t love her any more than I do!

I will share a few pictures of Sutton and Luna with you before you go. I hope you enjoy them as much as I’ve enjoyed spending the time with them and taking the pictures! Bye for now…and…..

…….” Small minds cannot comprehend Big spirits. To be great, you have to be willing to bemocked, hated and misunderstood…STAY STRONG!”……………. Anonymous

Luna

 

Luna

 

Sutton just loves all of those balloons..Can you tell? LOL

 

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